Below are the 14 most recent journal entries recorded in badlucktran's LiveJournal:

Thursday, August 5th, 2004
2:24 pm	i'm lost i think i like some one i shouldn't... oi... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
1:33 pm	i ono... just cuz of one letter.. my life turns to shadow... one more year until that can pass by unless some one destroys it and make my life a living hell... Current Mood: depressed (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, July 19th, 2004
7:45 pm	what can i say ai me! today is the crappiest feeling i ever had! I feel so depressed and useless! there is like NO way i can express these feeling! i need to tell someone but i don't know who! DAMN! I'M SO DAMN USELESS! acctually, i've been feeling like this since friday! AHHHHHH!!!! It's like something you love doing but it has been taken away from you! I'll go into more details w/ my friends! but i dont wanna show my feelings! Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
2:24 pm	One special person Wow... i never realized how much i like this person!!!! He's such a nice guy... i guess you could say i'd do almost anything for him but not all... He's sooo cool too! I dont know how to express myself to him since i know in a way that he doenst like me but i'm not positive though cuz i haven't asked... I want to know how i can tell him and get a reply i want from him! i told a lot of people who i like. i dont care what people say about him! The more i see him the more he makes me melt and inside my heart, i see him as mine... what should i do? For the people who knows whoi like... can anyone of you give me advice cuz i have no experience on this... Current Mood: hopeful (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 29th, 2004
2:08 pm	BANQUET! WOO BANQUET WAS YESTERDAY! WOW it was fun! really fun..i enjoyed it a lot! :-D i got the outstanding freshman award WOO! score! well... lol scrotum dances funny LOL! he has the same move for every song! LOL!!! that's really funny.. i didn't really learn how to dance but i got it a lil' so yeah.. i learned next year's march! it's pretty simple i got it! i just need a lil' work on the 2 runs... WOO MY PICCOLO PART!!! no one else's.. there comes a time where i dont like to share cuz i want it bad sorry hector! Current Mood: accomplished (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 27th, 2004
7:51 pm	How's it going? Well, how's everything? WOO! i stayed w/ scrotum after school today :-D it was fun... i love him! :-D he's soo nice! if only he liked me... but he likes someone in colorguard!! :( ohwell... maybe i'll find another guy... BANQUET TOMORROW!! WOO! getting ready... got my dress, got my sandals, showered (havent' showered since i was in 4th grade...until now.. lol j/k!) what else... alma's doing my hair... and that's about it.. dunno how to dance but i g2 learn! hopefully everything goes well... i seriously want that freshman award! Current Mood: flirty (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
8:04 pm	SCROTUM! SCROTUM! i'm not talking scrotum's scrotum... i'm talking about a person! DANIELLE!! YOU KILLED IT! >:( JUST STOP DANIELLE!! stop stealing our word as in it's a code for me and alma! Well anywayz... i'm getting there.. my routines are getting better! just need a bit more work! well i'm soo tired from yesterday! the busforgot to come and pick us up :(i'm soo tired! stupid bus! well that's it la dee la dee la! toodles Current Mood: dorky (Comment on this)
Monday, May 24th, 2004
7:18 pm	MONDAY! WOO DISNEY'S CALIFORNIA ADVENTURE TOMORROW!!! wait nvm.. i dont feel like going... too lazy.. i dont wanna miss math! i have to get 100% on every test from now on to get an A in the class :-(.. pretty sad.. I doubt that 'll happen.. missing tomorrow can be really bad since it is hard.. i wished i missed today! today was an easy lesson! hopefully i'll pull myself through! Today was fun! gabriel helped me out a lot! i got the routine down great yet again.. i'm still having sometrouble w/ the 45 pop toss! i'll get it! soon... i've still got less then 2 weeks! that'll be just enough if i practice my butt off which i usually do! alright.. hopefully tomorrow will be fun :/ Current Mood: accomplished (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 23rd, 2004
6:21 pm	wow something new... i just cut my hair :-D! sooo uncomfortable yet again short! uh.. nothing goin on much today.. just practicing for state.. pretty much it! nothing else to say... bai bai Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 22nd, 2004
6:19 pm	A day back from competition... Hey yo... wow... today... not my best score.. performance... hmmm i really dont know if i did better than last week. I really like last week a lot! I guess i could say today was an alright day... what brennan says, got my angry so now what's left is state... I'm soooo freakin' determined, and stiving for the best AND ONLY the best to make this the best L pattern i've done and to get the highest score this year. Workin' hard and my butt off to prove that... I've got 2 weeks to work my butt off until i like what i'm doing and improve a whole mess! Adding more to routine to make it look harder than before, add some originality. What else could i add to make it better... Well, i'm thinking hard :-| well anywayz, what else to say? HOpefully, i'll improve a whole lot in this period of 2 weeks before state! bai bai Current Mood: exhausted,determined, stiving (Comment on this)
Friday, May 21st, 2004
7:20 pm	What a tiring day... Chao ban! <-- That's vietnamese... well anywayz.. wow.. classes were boring today! just wanted to fall and take a quick snooze! possible... well.. here's a first timer... A PERFECT ON MR. WU'S TEST!!  wow, unbelievable yet it's true! Tomorrow's FOUNTAIN VALLEY! yeah where i was born! Yet again.. my b-days comin up sooo soooooon! and i have state champ right after it too! TOMORROW! i'm soo determined to get the highest score and beat arcadia people, tetzlaff MIDDLE school, and i'lll try to beat garrett! VERY DETERMINED! since it's my last l pattern before champ... i have to get my highest score! i've been practicing all day today! practicing new moves and adding stuff to make it incredible! YEAH! anywayz.. that reminds me.. GABRIEL! just out of curiosity... why do i remind u of your freshman year????? BANQUET COMING UP! i'm wear a mahogany dress w/ black shoes! woo! unless i want to wear a tux.... i don't know... i wonder who won the sousa award... i wonder who got best junior musician... OMG (sarcasm) i wonder who got the sophomore award... obviously.. and I really really reall wonder who got the freshman award!!! welll it's getting late.. need more practicing CHAO! Current Mood: determined (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 18th, 2004
8:56 pm	Just bored out of my mind! HAHA I GOT SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT... la dee la dee la... so.. yeah.. nice internet service soo far! hasn't kicked me off... (it never had..but if you had net zero, or aol.. then that's a whole different story..) To gabriel ESPECIALLY! so hi gabriel... how's it going... I've been wanting to know what ever happened to our friendship... after the tryouts... you treated me coldly! what's up w/ that? are we still friends or what? It's alright if you don't want to be my friend but i just want to know if you do or not cuz it doens't seem like it right now.. at least to me... well g2g... gotta let out some zzzz's bai (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 15th, 2004
8:19 pm	I have no clue what so ever... I'm a NEWBIE :-D I have no clue what to right... Current Mood: blank (Comment on this)
8:17 pm	I have no clue I'm new and I dunno what to type.. SOMEONE! HELP ME OUT! (1 Comment |Comment on this)